how i wish i dun even exist in this world or juz disappear this very instant!! i dun noe y i feel this way!! but, sometimes i really feel that there is no meaning to my life!! i dun even noe wat am i doing most of e times!! who really understands me?? no idea... coz, i'm living under false pretendance!! showing e world another side of me which is not e real me!! who can i trust?? only myself?? is it true?? sigh... i seriously have no idea!! since e day i gave up on sth, i already find no meaning in my life!! i dun even mind if i'm 2 disappear!! maybe, i can find a meaning in my life wif new ppls?? maybe impossible!! i've learnt long ago this is a dog eat dog world, so who can i trust??